February 17, 2011

*and the sun rayed

http://shrink4men.wordpress.com/2009/02/17/why-men-are-attracted-to-crazy-emotionally-abusive-women/
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*and the sun rayed

February 15, 2011

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i can only trust there's know limit.

speed has gorgeously led me to and away from these words.

they breath to ease this marker,
which at some point leaves blurs

empty pocked window shopper,
heartbroken with his kids ,
passing by the toy store,
staring at the nothing he only gives


must not he know to dedicate the name bearing stake
which claims to that which
musn't show what's his

only is it so that
i know this
which of is

the pieces fall faster, in place,
at a pace faster than which past occurs,
at the feet of where what now exists, is.

and was
fist imagined,
unmasked
& at last
conjured.

passed while traces of questions answerd,
are asked.

I'm at the point where numbers
are romanced, and matched
the very second that it makes sense
to hold hands,
and ultimately commence the slow dance,
with itself,
math concurs (and throws back)

i am experiencing the culmination of a piled up trash view obscured,
baffled birds attracted rats instects vanish and odor turns
all of which
has now been compacted and conquered.

revealing the scenic path
showing that gravity laughs at the falling
seeing divers reach reef's to deep
to hear the kind hearted storm calling

dry sand doesn't brace itself in pre-empting the sea's worst wrath
happens this empty beach, sure-feet and calm earth crashed;

I'm standing on the driver's seat
Arms resting on the sun roof shirt trapped.
In a foriegn world safari that is an unending maze
long passed surrendering to astonishment's ways

feeling
so perfectly served
so right and deserved,

my life was has no sole mate
my heart need's nothingness to dance with yours

much like these sayings need spaces to punctuate the words.

i no longer look in a mirror seeing all behind me amazed
it feels comfortable not wearing any hat that covers every man's craze;

and while spectacle of the comet that blazed to stage performed
and runs in the circle to be unmade.

the sum of the square root of negative one
was discussed by two strangers over dinner
and attracted others who played.


still playing.....

i never stayed.

but all was still.
and it still is.
until




-mew

and the sun raised.

February 9, 2011

Night Blooming Cereus





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